Wednesday, January 26, 2011
*sigh* My days are feeling so so full right now, and in the most perfect way. The more I think about it, the more I am sure that the feelings of the past few months are moving into a different place inside me. The feelings of uncertainty, confusion, and a lack of path to travel down have been taken over by purpose, and an eagerness. The eagerness drives me through every moment, it makes those moments become hours before I know it, and I find myself exhausted at the end of the day. My head hits my pillow, my thoughts slow, and when I wake, the eagerness fills me again for another day. I want to hold onto this sense of purpose as much as the excitement of the past few weeks. I think it suits me.