I have used ho-hum as my post title several times in the past. I don't mean to be so blah. Alas, tis my life at the moment. I feel that I am a much more lively person then this. I certainly have more energy then I feel I am putting out there right now.
It is the kids, I guess. All my energy is focused on answering a million and one questions. Mom, where is... Mom, can you make him stop... Mom, what can I have to eat... Mom... Mom... MOM. It has only been a week and I am forgetting that not only am I Mom, but I am Kerry too. Kerry who likes to make beads, yet hasn't gotten to sit behind her torch in weeks. Kerry who likes to make things, who likes to paint, and who likes to curl up with books.
I know it is all about balance. Finding that place that lets me be Mom and Kerry at the same time. Right now, I am not sure where to find it. Is it in the backyard? Is it in the studio? Is it in my big comfy chair? Maybe it is in a new sketch book where I can doodle while the kids play in the creek. Maybe it is in the car where I can get the kids to sing along to the songs I like.
Wherever it is... this blog is going to be a little dull until I find it. I hope I don't loose y'all while I am looking.